Original Artwork / 21 x 29.7 cm
'It is 4:00 in the morning and I'm still awake. Should I do something to make myself tired? The problem is, my body feels already tired. I want to get up but I can’t. My bones hurt and my head feels heavier than ever. In the meantime, a transparent liquid ink is spreading into my room. I can see my bed and favourite pillowcases which means that I'm awake... am I?
The ink surrounds me and it is
slowly streaming into my ears. It feels like being under water, yet I still see my room... and there is a small plastic spoon. Actually, there are thousands of plastic spoons. The scale of each one is so large that I can comfortably recline on it. It resembles soft type of plastic, yet it feels pleasant. I would stay here forever. In spite of that, I'm always scared when I feel too cosy, this feeling usually foreshadows anxiety. Meanwhile, the spoons swing faster and (...)'
An excerpt from Delirium
written by Natalia Lewandowska